Bring It All Back

God, I ask of you to grant me the knowledge to live and abide by your will.
I could not keep living on the path I was on before I had the revelation
That to live, I had to die.
My death was more of a metamorphosis than an extinction.
I am slowly rising out of the cocoon, the coffin of suffering and self inflicted agony.
I see the light. I was guided by you into the rooms and you have placed individuals into my life that I would never dream of even knowing before I awoke.
Thank you for this beautiful gift. Thank you for allowing me to see the peace and serenity in myself.
I am still in a phase of musical chairs, rushing around and around without knowing exactly when to stop or where to stake my claim. But I know that I am being guided.
I hear almost every day, "You are on the right path."
And I sincerely believe it, because I never used to hear that before.
I truly am on the right path. For this next short phase of my life, please allow me the peace and tranquility of thought so that I may do your will and grant love to those around me. I seek creativity and absence of thought.
I trust that you will show me how. Please guide me how to read the signs. I miss them so often. I will keep my eyes open.
79 days.