I saw a boy that was put into positions he didn't ask to be put in but survived and made the most out of the situations in the most productive, positive way. He was always intelligent and other people admired his calm, quiet perseverance. He wasn't given much guidance in life but turned out to be a worthy individual.
I am still holding on to negative beliefs about others and myself. These beliefs are magnified and almost always based on false realities. At times I still believe that I am unworthy or unable to reach my goals. I allow my past and previous traumatic experiences to bring me down in the present moment and prevent me from being truly happy and content. For instance, I am letting the isolation and depression I felt in high school transfer into my adult life and wrap itself around me so that I am suffocated. I allow hateful, disturbing thoughts to penetrate my mentality and choose to accept them as fact instead of confronting them and defeating them.
Outer goal: Today I will research and apply for jobs, or look into starting my own business opportunity.
Inner goal: Today I will think of the beautiful, smart, successful person that I am and how I got here mostly by my own skills.
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